this is real me

celoteh efalovesukasuki

there is a voice inside which speaks and say : "this is real me"

I sit in the classroom

Very quiet and shy

People use me

Take advantage of me

And rip me apart inside

I let it roll of my shoulder

But the real me screams to be unleashed

The real me wont tolerate it

And Wont take it

I want to let it out

But I am afraid

This so called inside of me switches roles at home

I disrespect, ignore, and argue with my elders 

And that is what leads me down the wrong road

I want to switch roles 

But then people would call me fake

And that would just make my life even more disappointing

I just want it to STOP